suddenly i don't have anything to say on the phone. maybe 'cause you sounded very sian? or tired? or lifeless? or maybe there isn't any reason why i have nothing to say or i don't want to say. maybe, i'm over-analysing things, thinking of what you would say if i asked you or told you something.

i enjoy your company, but i have no idea if you enjoy mine despite you having to come over to my house. i'm the one always craving affection and touch from you, but you seem to enjoy being affection-less. is coming over to see me becoming a routine or is it because you really wanted to see me?

you say i have nothing to say to you. that's true, but you don't seem to want to say anything to me either. are you bored of me? or vice versa? it just makes me so tired sometimes to think of why you behave the way you do. guys may complain that girls over-think, but it's because we care. if we don't care, then there's something wrong.

it just about kills me not knowing why we're like this all of a sudden.